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Matt Mathieson

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Hold my hand and stay a while by emotionalrun, literature

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Hold my hand and stay a while

her eyes are so deep dark and blue, never ending like the sky, they pierce my soul and I could look into them forever, searching, searching for answers, to questions that I've been longing to ask for so so long As we walk along on this cold autumn night, her hands are cold, but her touch is still so soft and warm. She talks about how she wants to run away, and I quietly chuckle, not knowing how to reply. She hates this place so much, I am sorry that I had to meet her on a deadline. Now I hold her in my arms, my hands move across her stomach, just to reassure me that she is here. When I move in for a kiss, she playfully move

Prophet of your time by emotionalrun, literature

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Prophet of your time

I did not ask you to love me, I did not ask you to listen. I sat in a crowd of shadows today, lost in all the disbelief, empty words and thoughts are the fallout, spilling over every rock, and seeping through every crack that is my life. Black eyed beauty did he beat you again? face to face in this mirrored conspiracy. Be mine forever, my love. And I speak of how I hate you, words pushing through the fog, And you speak of nothing but asininity, embrace what is your mind. you are a prophet for your time... Delude your dreams, its such a sweet hypocrisy, feel free to falsify yourself, as I sit here, all alone, in this dead

The beauty of 'human' by emotionalrun, literature

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The beauty of 'human'

Today's thoughts are a loss, a never ending story of emotions, sweet disposition is crying out to me. I am a curse all my own, anathema is my name, And I know you don't care. Can you cast off your ignorance, and live in empathy? As I abate all this indignation, I probe for my own vindication, and I find that self realization is not a question, nor an answer. It is a dwelling in my mind. If my eyes could only see, But to truly see.. You must close your eyes, and let your mind dominate this plain. For that is the only truth I have come to see, and to see I mean with my mind, that thought is the basis of all reality

Warm rain will set me free by emotionalrun, literature

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Warm rain will set me free

The rain beads off these windows, so beautiful as it slides along, following chaos never thinking just falling, falling, falling ever so slowly until it drops, and it hits the ground. This world is a land of disarray and I too get caught up in its current. but as soon as I drift off into the rain your touch is there to pull be back Could my eyes hurt anymore? this bleach dried background kills me but not as much as your sharp silent noise, and these cold empty moments. I'm hollow now, my body, a vessel, a ship for my mind and soul. Some days I get lost in my verse, The pen plagues my mind, digging deeper into my flesh. Su

These nights I long for by emotionalrun, literature

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These nights I long for

As the sun finally sets, the stars, like millions of eyes, stare at me, they dip their hands into my soul, pulling out only the best in me. I am humbled by their greatness, but I shall not cower under them, I will keep my head high and stare right back. With that I will reach in, and not only my soul, but the soul of the very universe itself will flow through my fingers, run along my palm and slowly drip down my arms. As this fire, my home and life are left behind, And I fall deeper inwards, I am more and more aware of the greatness that lies ahead. I am not ignorant of the pain and tears, but I know that this time, the means IS

Damp fields and starry nights by emotionalrun, literature

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Damp fields and starry nights

I walked through a field tonight, the grass damp and cold the air brisk, whispering frosty fortunes of things to come. The darkness of the trees and buildings in the distance remind me of home, And I glimpse to the stars in hope of something new, but the sky is a clouded blur like always, faded by the lights of this continuously growing town. With my hands in my pockets, keeping warm on this cold night I breath in deep, taking in all the silent beauty around me. I hear whispers in the distance and I continue along with haste, tonight is not a night for misguided friendships, it is a night for love and perfect simplicity. As I pr

A girl named autumn by emotionalrun, literature

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A girl named autumn

This small life, withering away, time pulling at its very strings. A tiny purple flower, alone so innocent, surrounded by death, and after the long drought, when the sun finally comes around, life will spew anew from death... October nights serve me no justice, this rustic air , so refreshing when it burns.. Everything, so gray, you never told me gray could be so beautiful. Friends keep me warm, yet friendship can be so cold, sit with me tonight. Our breath, like ghosts in the sky, Lead the way to a frozen destination, where, these mittens are so debonair and, my scarf keeps me close, please hold me like it does, wound a

From behind these eyes... by emotionalrun, literature

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From behind these eyes...

Day break seems so far away, this dark room feels of home. This bed, like a warm caress, like ones, long forgotten in a dream, it pleads. Don't go, but I must. Sweet morn is declared, pulsating shrieks into ones ear, and how I loath this inconsiderate noise. But don't we all... And onto a day of lost dreams, like questions already too far to grasp. This place is hell for so many. So many doors opened and yet so many shut. But it is a step, one of life's many, up and up we go, will we fall? And still.. Everyday it seems less and less about these spoken words, and more about her, and him, and them... My god.. It makes me want

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Hanging out by emotionalrun, literature

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Hanging out

Cold wind blows, still screams your name and rain pours down, but there is no pain and I'm here with you, I'm here with you. You keep us warm, inside, inside (keep me warm inside) And were just hanging out, here with you, here with you. You are the life blood in my veins just sit inside and scream my name I took whats mine and played that game (life is so hard) you think it's alright (but its not the same) You found me and now I'm here with you. And I'm wondering where have these days all gone And I'm thinking of all the things i've done wrong. You make it clear that I'm here with you, here with you. I took whats mine and play

Greatest Hope by emotionalrun, literature

So sad we are by emotionalrun, literature

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So sad we are

The sadest truth is that the only way that we as a people, as a race, as a planet will ever be at peace within ourselfs and will come together and work together towards a bigger goal and a brighter future is in the face of utmost defeat and total annihilation from someone other than ourselves. To me this is the saddest truth as a human being, we are a race capable of such beauty, but it seams that all we can do is destroy.

Slipping by emotionalrun, literature

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Slipping

This life, it's slipping through my hands, do you feel it now, like pouring sand, falling away from me, like a long lost friend. I'm dying now, the sands of time wont let me live, pulling, tearing at my soul. But how much time, till my clock ticks twelve, is my life running dry. Just let me live, see the rising sun, just let me fucking fly. You stand there, head held towards the sky, is my life a crucifixion now, are you going to let me die. Don't let me fall, don't let me slip, I need this now, just let me go. Like a twisted hall of mirrors, crashing through them all, I don't know what I want, just let me fucking fall. Or

While cities sleep by emotionalrun, literature

Wont Change me anyway by emotionalrun, literature

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Wont Change me anyway

So dark... Don't know why I'm feeling so cold... So hard... This life I'm livin' just eating away at my soul... With closed eyes you pick at me, this scabbing heart, these crying eyes, and drag me into this hole... But you don't know, the life I live, the times i've died. I'm going to kill you now, fucking rip you limb from limb... Because of you I cry at night, my bleeding tatared soul... Just fucking kill me now, take my life, make my fucking day... If you don't, Ill slit your throat, wont change me anyway... In the end, I did it in the end, I fucking love this day, your finally dead and gone, but my heart is still s

Life sung song by emotionalrun, literature

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Life sung song

To truth be told, and eyes be seen, the love of life is but a dream. To darkness come, and light be gone, all that's left is your final song. But even that - that song drempt dream, that life been love, those eyes that gleam. Will all be swallowed, and swallowed whole, by that beast unlight, you scream and fight by this fruitless cause, but your dead, gone, it's the final note of your life sung song.

hard by emotionalrun, literature

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hard

Its quite hard for me to belive in things like god, and just to have faith in general, its not that I dont try. Belive me I try sooo hard everyday to belive in something "bigger" but there is so much shit in the world, people are dying every day and for what, nothing, it makes me sick to my stomac. How can any loving god let all that bad stuff happen to the children he is said to "love" I geuss what Im trying to get at, is the only thing in the world that could ever make anything good happen, the only thing that could bring peace to the world and to stop all the sadness and anger and everything bad is a miracle.. ironic isnt, for someone like

Would you? I would by emotionalrun, literature

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Would you? I would

Would you die for a friend? Would you die for a brother? Would you die for someone you've never met? Would you die for me? I would die for you... why? Because I love you... There is no catch, no clause... I will always love you, and for that I would give my life for you... Someone once asked me, if you could do something to change the world what would you do? I never had an answer. I now know... My life is yours... No innocent man shall die by the hands of another... this is my gift...

Her by emotionalrun, literature

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Her

Smile, that's what you bring to my face with every word you speak. Laughter, that's how you make me feel better when I'm down. Joy, that's what you brought me every day... Pain, that's how I felt when you broke my heart. Hate, I was dead inside because of you. Jealousness, For the one that took your heart from me Disbelief, I couldn't believe this was happening to me Love, It was always with me, in my heart for you, no matter what you said or did, no matter how many times you made me cry, no matter how many times you made me die, through all the pain, and sorrow, the good times and the bad, it was always there for you. F

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About Him by inpayne, literature

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About Him

One day I saw you I knew I liked you. The next day I met you I had a crush. The days went on, spent with you I knew that I could love you. The week ended I was returning home. You came with me walked me to the gate. The moment I left you I had to look back. From that moment I knew I loved you. Months gone by that hasn't changed. I haven't seen you're smiling face I know only you're laughter. I've heard your sadness, It tears me apart. I can't be near to help you. Your grandpa's ill, I know it hurts. You've over heard him talking. The will has gone, there's no more hope, I wish that only he knew. I talked to you jus

Honeysuckle Girl by TouchingStars, literature

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Honeysuckle Girl

Honeysuckle Girl" Do you remember her? That girl you knew in high school the one everyone thought was a bit "off" she was a loner and she made it work that private smile and her little notebook you saw it one day, full of poems and dreams and you read a little while she looked out the window until you wanted to be alone, too maybe then you could be together because misery loves company but she wasn't miserable she walked through life like she was walking somewhere else not through your little town where it was too close and secrets were passed around like sneezes everyone caught them she was living in a different time walkin

Manitoba by chemiweddin, literature

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Manitoba

We've no oceans vast, nor seas of straights No mountains tall, or canyons deep But ours is a land of a diffrent beauty Here we forged a land, a city, a way of life We fought, We Stood, We took our floods And with walls of concrete, we walled them away Our men in uniform fought the good fight And fought in wars that shoke our world They returned heros, forever honured Out of our flat land, we can still marvel At simple buidlings, that reach towards our sky Our borders are that of our private golden ocean That heaves and sways in the breeze These Flats, These prairies that we shall call home Till the boy of Gold's, torch grows col

A Dream in Delirium by Ilovefricatives, literature

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A Dream in Delirium

It happened once again In the depths of night Deeper than the deepest place Nightmarish monsters sleep. I walked down a sunny street In the land of my childhood. The sun, so bright, burns my eyes Contrasting the underlying darkness, Penetrating horrors long forgotten Spilling my deepest sinful thoughts Onto the concrete of the sidewalk. There is not a soul in this world For mankind itself has withered And yet the skeletal remains Of long ago hard-worn houses, Whisper tales of families Torn apart by petty complaints. I hear a lawnmower in the far distance A constant roar of a fat contented beast Feasting on the hearty grass.

missing you by tragicrabbit, literature

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missing you

missing you i pick at the stars now, in my solitude. catch them, eat them, cage them; they've a raw resemblance to our distance in their far-flung madness. (i must have them.) soon the sun will dig its teeth below the sea, and a starscape etch my hollowness in pieces on the sky. my hands sieve through starclay finding you in every stark form, twisting our fingers for one moment in the space before your shadow (where you forgot it in my arms.)

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The beauty of 'human' by emotionalrun, literature

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The beauty of 'human'

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Canada
Deviant for 19 years
www.dark-tranquility.net
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Current Residence: || Lost inside my mind ||
Personal Quote: || Read one of my poems ||

Favourite Movies

|| Donnie Darko | Boondock Saints | The Punisher ||

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

|| Taking Back Sunday | My Chemical Romance | The Used | Something Corporate | As tall as lions ||

Tools of the Trade

|| My Mind | My Pen | Photoshop ||

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|| Writing | Poetry | Music ||

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emotionalrun

Mar 1, 2005

New Profile: Ghosts in the sky

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New Profile: Ghosts in the Sky Please go there, I have uploaded my old poety along with some new poetry and a short story that I have written... I just needed to start over with a new slate if you still want to be freinds, please contact me because I would love to be friends too <3

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emotionalrun

Nov 15, 2004

Dog tired boss

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Well I am sick like a dog.. Yep went to the doctors today, it gots me a bronchile infection, yay! so now im on lots of pills and such, its really great... And he cant even do blood tests to tell me why im so tired  weak  shaky all the time because of the bronchitis and such, it sucks.. ughh well another week or so of this crap.. hopefully :) I wrote a new poem, read it damnit oh yeah i have  1000 pageviews  thats right baby :) || Poetry || Hold my hand and stay a while Prophet of your time The Beauty of "human" Warm Rain will set me Free These nights I long for Damp Fields and starry Nights A girl named autumn From behind these ey

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emotionalrun

Nov 13, 2004

The Rumble Kings

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Well yesterday was awesome, I spent the afternoon with laura <3 we watched movies and got close lol:P I get to see her tommorow too, I'm really excited :) she is so amazing :) Last night after being with laura, some friends and I went out to acadamy bar and eatery to see Kerr's band, they are called the rumble kings, they are freaking awesome lol:P they are "soft rock" i guess thats what you could call them, but they rock. Anyways I want everyone to click this link here http://home.cc.umanitoba.ca/~umwardc/lady.mp3 and download their song and listen to it :) ok THanks everyone and have a good weekend || Poetry || Prophet of your time

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Nov 27, 2006

Where was gone?
Why so long there are no news?
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dulcepesadilla

Feb 21, 2005

keep up ur awesome work cutie!

lost-and-confused

Jan 28, 2005

hey i really like your style.. amazing poetry. and to thing you thought my stuff was good.. i'm blown away! anyway, i'm clearing this account and makin a new one.. canadian-harmonica.. so i'm deletin all of this stuff.. anyway, cutos to you! again, amazing!!

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Jan 24, 2005

i like your style.

you also appear to go to my friends school.

happy new years

happy new years matt!

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